A shocking and unusual diary, witch was restricted from publishing in the US for its extreme truthfulness and reality. This is what you have always wanted to know but were afraid to ask about. This is a life and sexual journey of a simple American lad from the bottom to the very top. Life, sex, philosophy, grief and joy of a simple person — you will find it all here. Read it and look at your own life from a different perspective. And remember, us much defects a man has, as closer he is to the female way of understanding reality!!!